Warning. Childish tantrum alert.

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After four lazy weeks of exam leave, coming back to college faced with a dull topic for our newest photography project sent me swirling into an abyss of depression... to put it quite simply.

Much to my dismay, I am once again reunited with my photography group of noisy attention-seekers. If there is one thing I don’t like is having got to sit around the table and listen to girls interrupt the teacher time and again just so they can all have a “nice chat” in their own little bubble.
Oh, it’s perfectly alright, you know, no one else in the room exists. Never mind about those who are actually keen to learn things, or get our butts out there, camera in hand, and let our photography demons take over us.
I honestly couldn’t care less if they choose to spend their time idling away talking about the goings on in their super-exciting lives and neglect their work but it’s awfully selfish (if I dare say so) for them to do that with a few number of dedicated photography students pegged down like dummies for an audience. Yeesh...
I tried fidgeting in my seat every now and then and cuffing my hands to my ears to stress how much ‘agony’ I was going through, but it looks like nobody got the picture in the end. An hour is a hell of a long time to waste, and I solely don’t want to go through yet another one like that if I could help it. But I’m just a shy, geeky shadow bogged down in a room full of cool people, what do I know? =_=

I’m beginning to grow more and more self conscious by the day. In this little group, I am shunned. If I ever dare to share a few laughs with close friends or teachers in the room, a dozen pair of cold eyes shoot through me. Is there something out of the ordinary with me being able to talk?! Or discuss my work with everyone else for that matter?

Note to self: Must never forget to keep my mouth shut or my voice down when talking (especially to teachers) in the classroom to avoid hostile glares. ........ Something is definitely wrong with these girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! £^*$^&£*(^$(^(£%*&$&(%&*£_~#

I very rarely get irritated or upset and when I do I tend to have a reason. And it’s usually problems that occur constantly where there is simply nothing I could do to change, it just makes me feel so helpless. Le sigh...

Childish tantrum mode: End

Phewww.....
On a brighter note, after sifting through folders and folders of documents, I found some lovely pictures I took of my long lost bunny... It seems like such a long time ago. Going through them really bring tears to my eyes... He is such a sweet, lovable little dear.
I will upload some of his pictures in my gallery soon, and you can all have a gush over how adorable he is ^^
And... I guess that’s it from me for today... or maybe even for a month before I will update again. It’s good to blog once in a while to let some emotions loose...

Thanks to those who have read this all the way to the end. Hope everything is brilliant on your side ;3